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Pseudo exams

ARRRRRRRRRRRRGHHH
i died today//...

actually, is quite an impressive feat.. since ive survived for almost a week...
one might have thought i would've died earlier...

i cannot remember one instance in my life where i have studied so much in so little time...
i guess there is a first time to everything..
i remember during sec 5 spm exams, i studied as much as possible but still slept at 10pm every night...
i had the "i dun care" spirit then...

now for the first time in 21 years... i accomplished a feat of sleeping 3.5 hours a day for a consecutive of 5 days.. and no less than 10 hours of studying each...
so far so good..

wonder if i'll be able to keep it up until next week....
then emulate it again during university exams...

:P... mati...

missing home

i'm missing home all over again....
haiz...
going home is like sensitizing urself towards it...
i thought i've got over it pretty ok in since Sep... but going home seems to make me go through all the emotions again...
wonder if its the same with love...?

can i overcome all this without going through the motions..?

exams coming up... gotta focus!!

A Long Wait

Dunno how to explain how it feels...
every time i sit in the airport waiting for my flight...
i'm doing this more and more often it feels...

glad that in malaysia there's wifi... but even when online, dunno what i'm supposed to do with the time...

sometimes its just like this...
although we know we have a lot to do...
and many things to accomplish..
but we dunno how to do it utilizing our free moments...

time just slips past like this....
my flight gate is open...
maybe till another empty window in life...

March 22

Wonder why,
people put so much emphasis on a single day...
its not like new year, where it is the start of a cycle of plans and dreams
not like independence, or labour or father's day or mothers day to commemorate wonderful people who put in wonderful work for the society..

yet when it comes....
there is anticipation, there is excitement, there is a funny feeling inside..

always remember a friend who told me..
birthdays should be celebrated with your mum..
afterall, its the day when she suffered the most for you and i..

but then...
i'm not so philosophical
at least i try not to think too much..
for me
birthday is just

another day of life
another day to share with people who matter the most
another day of enjoyment
another day to witness
another day of realising our dreams

Happy birthday to me...
but i recently found not 1 but 2 friends who share the common date on the Julian calender...
Happy birthday to you too

New Year cum Valentine...

Ist New year away frm home...

miss the noises, miss the smell, miss the food... and of course, the shiny red packets filled with well wishes and more importantly...

The few malaysians here suddenly planned to give a dinner for their indian friends... chinese style!!

wonder what we can cooked up without the usual "zai liao" & tofu so often used for veg......

Valentines day

Same old, same old.... no valentines to send, no dates to attend... luckily its CNY, and that makes it less lonely??

To all others who are away from home... u r not alone!!

To all enjoying family company... have fun ler... n dun rub it in on me..

:)

Opened up the cranium in dissection today... the "noodles" were rotton
its almost as tough as opening the durian...... smells just as bad too!!

Went to low cost effective care clinic today, was shown how to examine patients with heart problems...
its amazing how much of the diagnosis we can know by listening thru the stet...
Wonder if listening can solve other "heart" problems as well??