Thursday, November 4, 2010


fianlly got a few minutes of free time for the comp....

since clinics starrted... i am soooooooooooo occupied.. everyday 7-7
then have to read up for the next day...
not that i'm complaining.. its pretty interesting to be able to see patients and real signs and symptoms and all.. just that it takes up sooo much time!!!
finshed one posting in medicine.. had end of posting today.. thats why i have some free time.. coz my attendence order was in the front...
terrible time... didn't do well at all inspite of having been reading up the night before..
conclusion... clinical skill acquired does not equal amount of time spent studying,..

anyway... decided today that its not worth the whole thing... i'm gonna give myself some time...
especially to email my friends and call them up....
really really miss home a lot..

having a few days of holidays coming up.. deepavali.. or they call it diwali here..
the great thing about celebrating it here in india is.. other than india being the native place of this event, is that there is no ban on crackers!!
whole arsenals of explosive sticks are lining up on the streets!
now we can do something about those monkeys who visit us in hostel at regular intervals...

Monday, October 11, 2010

trouble trouble trouble

lately there has been trouble in hostel...
3 of my blockmates and close friends have run into relationship troubles...

seeing them in such a sorry state is terrible.. helpless to do anything...

one of them was someone i look up to since 1st year.
he told me about the power of love...
i saw his fidelity... he doesn't flirt with other girls
i saw his sincerity... he doesn't smoke or drink to keep himself worthy for his girlfriend
but a broken relationship results in a broken man
he is drunk for 3 days and started smoking.
he is depressed.
i cannot help him...
how shallow one's foundation is when it is based on another human...

May God help us all... to keep the anchor within the veil

Friday, October 1, 2010


Make disciples

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Friday, June 25, 2010

Pseudo exams

i died today//...

actually, is quite an impressive feat.. since ive survived for almost a week...
one might have thought i would've died earlier...

i cannot remember one instance in my life where i have studied so much in so little time...
i guess there is a first time to everything..
i remember during sec 5 spm exams, i studied as much as possible but still slept at 10pm every night...
i had the "i dun care" spirit then...

now for the first time in 21 years... i accomplished a feat of sleeping 3.5 hours a day for a consecutive of 5 days.. and no less than 10 hours of studying each...
so far so good..

wonder if i'll be able to keep it up until next week....
then emulate it again during university exams...

:P... mati...

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

missing home

i'm missing home all over again....
going home is like sensitizing urself towards it...
i thought i've got over it pretty ok in since Sep... but going home seems to make me go through all the emotions again...
wonder if its the same with love...?

can i overcome all this without going through the motions..?

exams coming up... gotta focus!!

Sunday, May 30, 2010

A Long Wait

Dunno how to explain how it feels...
every time i sit in the airport waiting for my flight...
i'm doing this more and more often it feels...

glad that in malaysia there's wifi... but even when online, dunno what i'm supposed to do with the time...

sometimes its just like this...
although we know we have a lot to do...
and many things to accomplish..
but we dunno how to do it utilizing our free moments...

time just slips past like this....
my flight gate is open...
maybe till another empty window in life...

Monday, March 22, 2010

March 22

Wonder why,
people put so much emphasis on a single day...
its not like new year, where it is the start of a cycle of plans and dreams
not like independence, or labour or father's day or mothers day to commemorate wonderful people who put in wonderful work for the society..

yet when it comes....
there is anticipation, there is excitement, there is a funny feeling inside..

always remember a friend who told me..
birthdays should be celebrated with your mum..
afterall, its the day when she suffered the most for you and i..

but then...
i'm not so philosophical
at least i try not to think too much..
for me
birthday is just

another day of life
another day to share with people who matter the most
another day of enjoyment
another day to witness
another day of realising our dreams

Happy birthday to me...
but i recently found not 1 but 2 friends who share the common date on the Julian calender...
Happy birthday to you too

Sunday, February 14, 2010

New Year cum Valentine...

Ist New year away frm home...
miss the noises, miss the smell, miss the food... and of course, the shiny red packets filled with well wishes and more importantly...

The few malaysians here suddenly planned to give a dinner for their indian friends... chinese style!!
wonder what we can cooked up without the usual "zai liao" & tofu so often used for veg......

Valentines day
Same old, same old.... no valentines to send, no dates to attend... luckily its CNY, and that makes it less lonely??

To all others who are away from home... u r not alone!!
To all enjoying family company... have fun ler... n dun rub it in on me..


Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Opened up the cranium in dissection today... the "noodles" were rotton
its almost as tough as opening the durian...... smells just as bad too!!

Went to low cost effective care clinic today, was shown how to examine patients with heart problems...
its amazing how much of the diagnosis we can know by listening thru the stet...
Wonder if listening can solve other "heart" problems as well??

Friday, February 5, 2010

Fifth Grade Assignment

Got this as a forward... really nice

Wouldn't this be great if it was taught in every school.

A fifth grade teacher in a Christian school asked her class to look

at TV commercials and see if they could use them in 20 ways

to communicate ideas about God.

Here are some of the results: scroll down.

God is like.
He works miracles.

God is like.
He's got a better idea..

God is like.
He's the real thing.

(This is great)

God is like.
He cares enough to send His very best.

God is like.
He gets the stains out others leave behind. ..

God is like.
He brings good things to life.

God is like.

He has everything.

God is like.
Try Him, you'll like Him

God is like.
You can't see Him, but you know He's there.

God is like..
He's ready when you are.

God is like.
You're in good hands with Him.

God is like.
VO-5 Hair Spray ;
He holds through all kinds of weather

God is like.
Aren't you glad you have Him? Don't you wish everybody did?

(that one is my favorite)

God is like .
Neither rain, nor snow, nor sleet nor ice will keep Him from

His appointed destination.

God is like.
Chevrolet. . . .the heart beat of America

God is like
Maxwell House. .... .
Good to the very last drop

God is like.
B o u n t y . . . .
He is the quicker picker upper. . Can handle the tough jobs. ..

And He won't fall apart on you

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Thought of the Day

Medical research that do not yield results are unethical in itself...

Friday, January 8, 2010


Every boy once dreamed to be a soldier at some point of time... He was no exception...
perhaps he was not old enough, or not strong enough, or not smart enough, or not rough enough; whichever the case, when the king called for an army, he had to see his brothers off while he stayed at home...
Not that he didn't like it at home. He enjoyed playing on the green hills and rolling on the fields and swimming in the river. He always did those when he took his father's sheep out for grazing. But whenever he watched the clouds drift by, David would relive his dream of fighting mighty battles among the lines of Israel, the Lord's Own army!

Its amazing to see where one's dream will lead him... lets watch David...

He went to the battlefield to send a lunchbox for his brothers. That's when he heard someone who openly defied the troops of Israel, and their God.
Imagine how angry one would be, to have something one looked up to and dreamed about and admired for all his life suddenly mocked and derided and publicly scorned.
Well, David's not the kind who would be satisfied just playing sitting ducks!
He started to talk...

Well, I guess one of the first things one should do to reach one's dreams is to share it. Talk about it, show it to others that you want to do it.

Pretty soon,David caught the attention and got an opportunity. King Saul asked for a personal interview.
David gave a wonderful presentation and got the break he wanted.
Off to the field you go!

Well, I don't think I need to say that we should grab the opportunities that is given at hand and make the most of our dreams...

Well, he did it! He took the giant down and when others saw that his dream worked, they all jumped in and had a share...
Then again, SOME ONE had a bigger dream for him... a dream that had a "king" ring to it......

Well, I guess accomplishing dreams is a wonderful thing. But then, allowing God to accomplish His dream in us brings it to a whole new level.
His dreams for us is always bigger than we think.
For now I'm content to dream to be a soldier for Him, winning small victories in life...
who knows what God has in store for me??... what about you??
just be ready to run when king Saul comes after you!!

Sunday, January 3, 2010


Got this as a forwarded message...
A wonderful story for a new year. Sry to those who can't read chinese, traditional chinese for that matter...


因為當白天夠亮,太陽就是多餘的> > "