Pseudo exams

ARRRRRRRRRRRRGHHH
i died today//...

actually, is quite an impressive feat.. since ive survived for almost a week...
one might have thought i would've died earlier...

i cannot remember one instance in my life where i have studied so much in so little time...
i guess there is a first time to everything..
i remember during sec 5 spm exams, i studied as much as possible but still slept at 10pm every night...
i had the "i dun care" spirit then...

now for the first time in 21 years... i accomplished a feat of sleeping 3.5 hours a day for a consecutive of 5 days.. and no less than 10 hours of studying each...
so far so good..

wonder if i'll be able to keep it up until next week....
then emulate it again during university exams...

:P... mati...

missing home

i'm missing home all over again....
haiz...
going home is like sensitizing urself towards it...
i thought i've got over it pretty ok in since Sep... but going home seems to make me go through all the emotions again...
wonder if its the same with love...?

can i overcome all this without going through the motions..?

exams coming up... gotta focus!!